By Kevin Murphy
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.*
If you need therapy you must be mad. So runs the old fashioned attitude. But it is not so old that, despite our modern attitudes and enlightened approach, it still doesn't linger in many people’s minds. The word ‘mad’ is long since gone from medical and therapeutic usage. But it lives on in the popular imagination.
I mention this because the predominant unspoken, and sometimes spoken, fear that people have about coming to therapy is that they are mad. Either they are mad to need therapy or else they will be diagnosed as mad once they are in therapy or if anybody they know finds out about them they will be labelled as mad. There is a recognisable degree of paranoia here but the greater part of this fear is reasonable and is due to the product of social stigma which is a very powerful tool.
The word itself is short-hand for not being normal. Normal people don’t need therapy. Normal people have happy lives. Normal people fall in love with the perfect person and have perfect relationships. Normal people don’t need to go to someone to ‘talk’ about their problems. It’s all pretty attractive stuff, this normal world occupied by normal people.
I was reminded of this listening to a seminar last weekend by London based psychoanalyst Gerry Sullivan. He was in Dublin speaking on the topic ‘The Role of the Father; Decline or Displacement?’ for the Association for Psychoanalysis and Psychotherapy in Ireland. He pointed out that for Freud the three broad structures that operated within society were psychosis (clinical madness), perversion (of the sexual kind) and neurosis.
The last of these is the largest category by far and the one into which all our obsessions, hysterias, phobias, compulsions, addictions, depressions and anxiety-related conditions are grouped. This, for Freud, was the category that underpinned society, this was normal. To be normal, for Freud, is to be neurotic.
One can only wonder, therefore, where this message has disappeared to in the past one hundred years or so? How have people suffering from sadness, fear, inadequacy, inability, hidden prohibitions, and all the other afflictions that make dealing with reality difficult, come to consider themselves as abnormal? It is a hard question to answer without taking into account the societal changes in the past century. But we can safely assume that somewhere along the way we have forgotten how flawed human beings actually are. Or maybe not forgotten but chosen not to recognise it. And so we now find ourselves in the 21st century believing that any flaw is not just unacceptable but is a sign of some inherent abnormality.
Advances in science, while undoubtedly welcome, have also had the unpleasant side-effect of creating a body of thought in which there is no place for ordinary flawed humanity. The popular social discourse, too, requires our young people to be word-perfect and looks-perfect pretty much from the start of their lives. There is very little room now for difference or anything that falls short of the imaginary norm of perfection. Anyone unlucky to find themselves in this position, and there are very, very many, is then left dealing with a potentially uncomfortable relationship with themselves, to whatever degree it manifests.
Why? Because we have come to believe too much in ideals. An ideal way to live, an ideal way to look, an ideal way to interact with others, an ideal way to think. And while that might serve us reasonable well in our relations to the outside world, what one often finds is that the very place it breaks down is when the person is left to their own devices, isolated to whatever extent, in their own company and with their own thoughts. The reason is because this pursuit of ideals is often one that is devoid of meaning, in the sense that it does not satisfy us or answer our questions at a core level. This is not to say that having achievable goals and setting out in a defined way to reach them is not a good thing. No I am talking about demanding of ourselves that we become flawless and display no weaknesses or deficiencies in the living out of our lives. One is a reasonable ask. The other is not.
* The next blog will appear on Tuesday April 13th, 2010.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Staying Away From the Talking Cure
By Kevin Murphy
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.
As I was saying last week, there are reasons why people should not do psychotherapy. And while it may seem counterproductive for a psychotherapist to say so, I am outlining some of those reasons in order to help people who do choose to enter into therapy to do so with a greater sense of purpose. Last week I mentioned the concepts of relationship, commitment and change that are inherent in the process. I said that if people had difficulty with any of these areas then it might be a good idea for them not to do therapy.
This week I wanted to look at an often overlooked area: speech. It might seem like an obvious thing to say but psychotherapy is a talking therapy. The phrase comes from Freud who essentially invented it and it has been taken on since then in many other forms of therapy. But as the name suggests, the talking cure, as it was known in Freud’s time, is about, well, talking.
It is always interesting to notice how many people do not do much talking in their lives. Naturally we can’t go around talking about how we feel to total strangers. Even friends and family can get tired listening to us if we talk too much about ourselves. But, as an exercise, try and notice next time you opt to say nothing when there is something important you want to say to people you know well and you would otherwise be comfortable speaking to.
The art of speaking, at least from a therapeutic point of view, is not about knowing exactly what you want to say or having the words to describe deep or complicated ideas about ourselves. The first thing people are asked to do in psychoanalytic psychotherapy is to simply talk about the first thing that comes to mind. We are not referring to buried things, or deep things, or complicated things, or meaningful things. We are simply referring to whatever is foremost on one’s mind.
After that, it is about allowing oneself to follow on to the next thing that comes to mind, and then the next and so on. The experience, generally speaking, is that by the end of the session we are usually on to a subject we had no idea we were going to speak about and one that engages our interest fully. And it is all done by not directing the person to talk about anything in particular.
Now this might sound like a simple process but there are people who have difficulty with this very simplicity. And, in fairness, it is easier to understand how it works once one has done it a few times rather than explain it in cold print. Be that as it may, it can pose a problem for some people. The freedom of speaking about whatever one wishes can be too much. The requirement to speak about whatever comes to mind can often be problematic for some, despite its simplicity. And so if the business of speaking – and remember, the act of speaking requires us to put ourselves into the forefront of what we are doing – is too difficult or too onerous then psychotherapy might not be the ideal choice for you.
And finally on this subject, we come to the notion of freedom. Without going in to it too obscurely or too deeply there are broadly two types of freedom at work when it comes to psychoanalytic psychotherapy. The first kind is the kind I referred to a little earlier and it is the freedom to speak about whatever comes to mind, in whatever way you wish. By this latter point - in whatever way you wish - I mean that it doesn’t have to be in a formal beginning-middle-end style of narrative. So, you see, this first type of freedom is quite extensive. Psychoanalysis allows us to speak about things that come to mind in whatever loose order they happen to come. There doesn’t have to be a big point at the end of it. Stylistically speaking, we don’t have to begin in a flourish and marshal all our points to an overwhelming conclusion.
Once we are speaking out the things that come to mind, as they come to mind, then we are doing it properly. Again, this is easier to do in practice than to explain in print. But if allowing yourself the freedom to speak without having to come to neat conclusions about everything, or have a definite reason for choosing to speak about something in particular, might not be for you, then you might want to reconsider doing psychotherapy.
The second form that this freedom takes is the freedom that comes when the mistaken illusions under which we operate begin to lift. This takes place some time after we have begun the work properly and it is first noticeable in small ways. We stop seeing things in exactly the way we always have and it is first brought home to us when we experience the sensation of having a completely new and refreshing take on something ordinary. This is a sign that a new freedom is emerging in how we view the world and our place in it.
Naturally, such a shift can mean giving up on old illusions we have had – I can never succeed, I will never be loved, I will never change – and with it comes a degree of resistance. Why? Because, paradoxically, we might want to change but we might also want to remain as we are. I touched on this when I spoke about the concept of change and here I am simply broadening it out to include the notion that freedom from old ideas is the ultimate form of change. If, however, you think you might have difficulty with that kind of thing, then maybe psychotherapy is not for you.
So the conundrum exists that although people might opt for therapy in order to change themselves or aspects of their lives, they can resist it at the same time. Some even believe they can change parts of themselves as if they were somehow unconnected to the totality of who they are. Psychotherapy works best when it approached with a degree of open-ness and honesty. It does not work when change is sought while holding on to and refusing to give up on old ways of thinking about ourselves. Why? Because the old ways of thinking about ourselves are usually the reason we seek out therapy in the first place.
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.
As I was saying last week, there are reasons why people should not do psychotherapy. And while it may seem counterproductive for a psychotherapist to say so, I am outlining some of those reasons in order to help people who do choose to enter into therapy to do so with a greater sense of purpose. Last week I mentioned the concepts of relationship, commitment and change that are inherent in the process. I said that if people had difficulty with any of these areas then it might be a good idea for them not to do therapy.
This week I wanted to look at an often overlooked area: speech. It might seem like an obvious thing to say but psychotherapy is a talking therapy. The phrase comes from Freud who essentially invented it and it has been taken on since then in many other forms of therapy. But as the name suggests, the talking cure, as it was known in Freud’s time, is about, well, talking.
It is always interesting to notice how many people do not do much talking in their lives. Naturally we can’t go around talking about how we feel to total strangers. Even friends and family can get tired listening to us if we talk too much about ourselves. But, as an exercise, try and notice next time you opt to say nothing when there is something important you want to say to people you know well and you would otherwise be comfortable speaking to.
The art of speaking, at least from a therapeutic point of view, is not about knowing exactly what you want to say or having the words to describe deep or complicated ideas about ourselves. The first thing people are asked to do in psychoanalytic psychotherapy is to simply talk about the first thing that comes to mind. We are not referring to buried things, or deep things, or complicated things, or meaningful things. We are simply referring to whatever is foremost on one’s mind.
After that, it is about allowing oneself to follow on to the next thing that comes to mind, and then the next and so on. The experience, generally speaking, is that by the end of the session we are usually on to a subject we had no idea we were going to speak about and one that engages our interest fully. And it is all done by not directing the person to talk about anything in particular.
Now this might sound like a simple process but there are people who have difficulty with this very simplicity. And, in fairness, it is easier to understand how it works once one has done it a few times rather than explain it in cold print. Be that as it may, it can pose a problem for some people. The freedom of speaking about whatever one wishes can be too much. The requirement to speak about whatever comes to mind can often be problematic for some, despite its simplicity. And so if the business of speaking – and remember, the act of speaking requires us to put ourselves into the forefront of what we are doing – is too difficult or too onerous then psychotherapy might not be the ideal choice for you.
And finally on this subject, we come to the notion of freedom. Without going in to it too obscurely or too deeply there are broadly two types of freedom at work when it comes to psychoanalytic psychotherapy. The first kind is the kind I referred to a little earlier and it is the freedom to speak about whatever comes to mind, in whatever way you wish. By this latter point - in whatever way you wish - I mean that it doesn’t have to be in a formal beginning-middle-end style of narrative. So, you see, this first type of freedom is quite extensive. Psychoanalysis allows us to speak about things that come to mind in whatever loose order they happen to come. There doesn’t have to be a big point at the end of it. Stylistically speaking, we don’t have to begin in a flourish and marshal all our points to an overwhelming conclusion.
Once we are speaking out the things that come to mind, as they come to mind, then we are doing it properly. Again, this is easier to do in practice than to explain in print. But if allowing yourself the freedom to speak without having to come to neat conclusions about everything, or have a definite reason for choosing to speak about something in particular, might not be for you, then you might want to reconsider doing psychotherapy.
The second form that this freedom takes is the freedom that comes when the mistaken illusions under which we operate begin to lift. This takes place some time after we have begun the work properly and it is first noticeable in small ways. We stop seeing things in exactly the way we always have and it is first brought home to us when we experience the sensation of having a completely new and refreshing take on something ordinary. This is a sign that a new freedom is emerging in how we view the world and our place in it.
Naturally, such a shift can mean giving up on old illusions we have had – I can never succeed, I will never be loved, I will never change – and with it comes a degree of resistance. Why? Because, paradoxically, we might want to change but we might also want to remain as we are. I touched on this when I spoke about the concept of change and here I am simply broadening it out to include the notion that freedom from old ideas is the ultimate form of change. If, however, you think you might have difficulty with that kind of thing, then maybe psychotherapy is not for you.
So the conundrum exists that although people might opt for therapy in order to change themselves or aspects of their lives, they can resist it at the same time. Some even believe they can change parts of themselves as if they were somehow unconnected to the totality of who they are. Psychotherapy works best when it approached with a degree of open-ness and honesty. It does not work when change is sought while holding on to and refusing to give up on old ways of thinking about ourselves. Why? Because the old ways of thinking about ourselves are usually the reason we seek out therapy in the first place.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Some Reasons Not to Do Therapy
By Kevin Murphy M.Sc.,
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.
It’s probably not often that you’d go to buy something and the salesperson would give you reasons why you shouldn’t buy it. It would be like a car salesperson pointing out that walking is better for you than driving. Or a TV salesperson telling you that watching TV is not a good thing. Or a travel agent pointing out the dangers of sun on the skin. It would be hard to imagine it happening.
But the decision to undertake psychotherapy can often benefit from people questioning themselves a little before they go ahead. Unlike, however, the salesperson who tries to put people off, the exercise is designed to strengthen people’s resolve to go ahead.
The first reason not to do psychotherapy is that it involves a commitment. This does not mean a life long commitment. But it does mean that for however long or short you decide to do it, that you do it. And it’s not simply about showing up at the appointed time every week because the analyst or therapist wants to see you. It’s about committing oneself to approach it with a degree of resolve, consistency and, yes, maybe courage. This is usually a good indication of a sense of inner strength and purpose. Recognising that the decision to approach therapy from a committed perspective is evidence of this internal strength often comes as a surprise to people. Yet, those who want to but never do therapy haven’t found a way to tap into this simple but often overlooked resource. The decision to approach it this way also tends to mark out those who begin therapy as having a greater chance of getting something out of it. If it doesn’t sound like you, then it’s a good reason not to do therapy.
The second reason not to do psychotherapy is that it involves engaging in a relationship. Naturally it is a professional relationship in which all the professional and ethical rules apply but it is a relationship nevertheless. As such it involves taking oneself along to spend time in the company of another person, hopefully a suitably trained person and someone whose contributions might play a significant role in the experience. If, however, the experience of engaging with an other person is one that is overshadowed by distrust, or doubt, or cynicism or resentment, then this element of therapy is going to be problematic. For some people it is the stumbling block on which therapy falls. They simply cannot get past the negative connotations which the professional relationship, in the way it mirrors their broader relationship experiences, represents. If, however, a person is able to bring all that ‘baggage’ with them and still allow themselves engage in the process, then a productive outcome is far more possible. The element of being able to sustain a relationship with an other person is as much a part of the therapeutic process as anything that gets said or discovered during the sessions. If you are not able to reach out and conduct a relationship, in spite of the personal, internal forces that can try to undermine it, in spite of the damage to trust that prior relationship experiences have created and to however limited an extent the professional relationship might manifest itself, then it’s a good reason not to do psychotherapy.
The third reason not to do psychotherapy is that it involves the potential for change. One hundred per cent of people who walk into a psychotherapist’s office will say their objective is to change something in their lives or in themselves. Yet not all of them achieve this. Why? Because change is impossible? No, because change can be uncomfortable. I’m thinking of two instances of people who stopped very early on in their therapy because they each discovered, in their own way, that key relationships in their lives had not in fact been loving relationships but had instead been abusive and manipulative ones. In one of those of examples, the potential existed for the relationship to have breached legal definitions of consensual sex. This is just an example of what change can involve for some people. We are talking about someone seeing themselves in a new and not so positive light. The downside of change can also exist for those who are fixed on their ‘issue’ and hold on voraciously to all aspects of its place in their lives. They refuse the possibility that their experiences, the stories of their life, the place of key relationships in their personal formation, in their details and in their potential meaning, have anything to do with where they are now. Are their issues impossible to resolve? No, but they are unwittingly refusing to allow change take place. So if the possibility of change is too difficult a concept to accommodate then perhaps it is a good reason not to do psychotherapy.
I’m going to leave it there for this week and next week come back and look at further reasons why someone should not do psychotherapy.
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.
It’s probably not often that you’d go to buy something and the salesperson would give you reasons why you shouldn’t buy it. It would be like a car salesperson pointing out that walking is better for you than driving. Or a TV salesperson telling you that watching TV is not a good thing. Or a travel agent pointing out the dangers of sun on the skin. It would be hard to imagine it happening.
But the decision to undertake psychotherapy can often benefit from people questioning themselves a little before they go ahead. Unlike, however, the salesperson who tries to put people off, the exercise is designed to strengthen people’s resolve to go ahead.
The first reason not to do psychotherapy is that it involves a commitment. This does not mean a life long commitment. But it does mean that for however long or short you decide to do it, that you do it. And it’s not simply about showing up at the appointed time every week because the analyst or therapist wants to see you. It’s about committing oneself to approach it with a degree of resolve, consistency and, yes, maybe courage. This is usually a good indication of a sense of inner strength and purpose. Recognising that the decision to approach therapy from a committed perspective is evidence of this internal strength often comes as a surprise to people. Yet, those who want to but never do therapy haven’t found a way to tap into this simple but often overlooked resource. The decision to approach it this way also tends to mark out those who begin therapy as having a greater chance of getting something out of it. If it doesn’t sound like you, then it’s a good reason not to do therapy.
The second reason not to do psychotherapy is that it involves engaging in a relationship. Naturally it is a professional relationship in which all the professional and ethical rules apply but it is a relationship nevertheless. As such it involves taking oneself along to spend time in the company of another person, hopefully a suitably trained person and someone whose contributions might play a significant role in the experience. If, however, the experience of engaging with an other person is one that is overshadowed by distrust, or doubt, or cynicism or resentment, then this element of therapy is going to be problematic. For some people it is the stumbling block on which therapy falls. They simply cannot get past the negative connotations which the professional relationship, in the way it mirrors their broader relationship experiences, represents. If, however, a person is able to bring all that ‘baggage’ with them and still allow themselves engage in the process, then a productive outcome is far more possible. The element of being able to sustain a relationship with an other person is as much a part of the therapeutic process as anything that gets said or discovered during the sessions. If you are not able to reach out and conduct a relationship, in spite of the personal, internal forces that can try to undermine it, in spite of the damage to trust that prior relationship experiences have created and to however limited an extent the professional relationship might manifest itself, then it’s a good reason not to do psychotherapy.
The third reason not to do psychotherapy is that it involves the potential for change. One hundred per cent of people who walk into a psychotherapist’s office will say their objective is to change something in their lives or in themselves. Yet not all of them achieve this. Why? Because change is impossible? No, because change can be uncomfortable. I’m thinking of two instances of people who stopped very early on in their therapy because they each discovered, in their own way, that key relationships in their lives had not in fact been loving relationships but had instead been abusive and manipulative ones. In one of those of examples, the potential existed for the relationship to have breached legal definitions of consensual sex. This is just an example of what change can involve for some people. We are talking about someone seeing themselves in a new and not so positive light. The downside of change can also exist for those who are fixed on their ‘issue’ and hold on voraciously to all aspects of its place in their lives. They refuse the possibility that their experiences, the stories of their life, the place of key relationships in their personal formation, in their details and in their potential meaning, have anything to do with where they are now. Are their issues impossible to resolve? No, but they are unwittingly refusing to allow change take place. So if the possibility of change is too difficult a concept to accommodate then perhaps it is a good reason not to do psychotherapy.
I’m going to leave it there for this week and next week come back and look at further reasons why someone should not do psychotherapy.
Monday, March 1, 2010
The Dark Art of Infidelity
By Kevin Murphy,
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.
There’s been a lot of it in the news recently, the subject of cheating men. Men that, for all intents and purposes, appear to have good relationships with their current partners but who seek out excitement with other women. They are not the first and they will not be the last. And it is not confined to the rich and famous.
The expectation might be that one would question the actions of these men, probe their motivations, assess their ability to engage in trusting relationships. But the analysis of what causes men to act on the belief that the thing they do not have is the thing they really want can often seem more philosophical than psychological.
There is another, perhaps more interesting, side to this that usually gets less attention. Consider the women – wives and long term partners, mostly - that are cheated on. And consider, in particular, the pattern of forgiveness that is usually a feature of their approach to the relationship problems they face. Not that forgiveness is a bad thing; once we are clear on what and who exactly is requiring forgiveness. And once the extent of the hurt and pain caused by being thrust into the role of victim has been fully understood.
If we accept for a moment the old maxim that we are a product of our time, the era in which we live, then we could profitably look for a moment at the expectations that contemporary western culture places on women. They must be attractive at all times, they must be independent, liberal, intellectual, and resilient. Then when it comes time to settle down and have a family, if that is what they choose, they are then required to be good mothers, faithful to their partners and makers of happy homes. That’s something of a shortcut, I know, but you get the idea.
The ideals that contemporary women are required to live by also dictate that when it comes to matters of love, that they be, well, flexible. If a man, or should we be more specific and say ‘the’ man, in their lives turns out to be less than ideal, a great deal will be sacrificed before that becomes an impediment to the relationship. That’s probably due to another cultural requirement under which women live – being without a man is particularly unacceptable. No one wants to be alone, that is not in question. But the stigma that attaches to a woman without a man is nothing short of unbearable for very many women.
Which, I suppose, brings us into the territory of psychoanalysis itself. Why is it that being without a man might be an unacceptable prospect, a fear so strong that it would lead women to live out lives in relationships that are demeaning to them or perhaps diminishing them? It might not be stretching it to say that each of the women in the most recent public cases have been demeaned in some way. Yet each in their own way have shown varying degrees of willingness to soldier on. In one case, the relationship was ended by the affronted woman, having had enough of repeated infidelity. But the other two women have chosen to remain in the relationship.
Now popular thought would have you accept that women in love do these kinds of things. It is, after all, their choice. It also suggests an important positive quality: despite public humiliation they have chosen to forgive. But remember the men they have chosen are young, attractive, financially successful and therefore powerful in their own right. These men fit the perfect equation that results in an ideal relationship and an ideal life. And let’s be honest, nobody wants to give up on an ideal, no matter how tough it gets.
Psychoanalytic theory, on the other hand, has long proposed that once we have made our choice of lover based on the ideal we are working towards, then something else happens. From that point on we almost unconsciously seek to become the thing that will guarantee us the maximum emotional return from the person we have chosen as our love object. This is why we often see women putting up with unacceptable behaviour from their partners, or agreeing to what would normally be considered unacceptable demands within the relationship or accepting assurances for poor conduct that are often facile and insubstantial, or engaging in behaviours that they are simply not comfortable with. And remember this is happening at a time in history when Western women are essentially at their strongest.
There is a profoundly strong drive within us, not simply to please the other person, but to subtly transform ourselves into what it is we believe will ensure they continue longing for us. The theories of teacher and analyst Dr Jacques Lacan call this process the dialectics of desire. Having a name for it doesn’t mean to say that people don’t get hurt or that the powerful attraction of an ideal is an easy one to deal with. No, the challenges that are intrinsic to human relationships always remain. But when viewed from this perspective, it allows us question why a woman who might be a loving partner and whose sole intent is to engender love, trust, security, fidelity and companionship in her relationship can still be deemed inadequate or insufficient in such a fundamental way.
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.
There’s been a lot of it in the news recently, the subject of cheating men. Men that, for all intents and purposes, appear to have good relationships with their current partners but who seek out excitement with other women. They are not the first and they will not be the last. And it is not confined to the rich and famous.
The expectation might be that one would question the actions of these men, probe their motivations, assess their ability to engage in trusting relationships. But the analysis of what causes men to act on the belief that the thing they do not have is the thing they really want can often seem more philosophical than psychological.
There is another, perhaps more interesting, side to this that usually gets less attention. Consider the women – wives and long term partners, mostly - that are cheated on. And consider, in particular, the pattern of forgiveness that is usually a feature of their approach to the relationship problems they face. Not that forgiveness is a bad thing; once we are clear on what and who exactly is requiring forgiveness. And once the extent of the hurt and pain caused by being thrust into the role of victim has been fully understood.
If we accept for a moment the old maxim that we are a product of our time, the era in which we live, then we could profitably look for a moment at the expectations that contemporary western culture places on women. They must be attractive at all times, they must be independent, liberal, intellectual, and resilient. Then when it comes time to settle down and have a family, if that is what they choose, they are then required to be good mothers, faithful to their partners and makers of happy homes. That’s something of a shortcut, I know, but you get the idea.
The ideals that contemporary women are required to live by also dictate that when it comes to matters of love, that they be, well, flexible. If a man, or should we be more specific and say ‘the’ man, in their lives turns out to be less than ideal, a great deal will be sacrificed before that becomes an impediment to the relationship. That’s probably due to another cultural requirement under which women live – being without a man is particularly unacceptable. No one wants to be alone, that is not in question. But the stigma that attaches to a woman without a man is nothing short of unbearable for very many women.
Which, I suppose, brings us into the territory of psychoanalysis itself. Why is it that being without a man might be an unacceptable prospect, a fear so strong that it would lead women to live out lives in relationships that are demeaning to them or perhaps diminishing them? It might not be stretching it to say that each of the women in the most recent public cases have been demeaned in some way. Yet each in their own way have shown varying degrees of willingness to soldier on. In one case, the relationship was ended by the affronted woman, having had enough of repeated infidelity. But the other two women have chosen to remain in the relationship.
Now popular thought would have you accept that women in love do these kinds of things. It is, after all, their choice. It also suggests an important positive quality: despite public humiliation they have chosen to forgive. But remember the men they have chosen are young, attractive, financially successful and therefore powerful in their own right. These men fit the perfect equation that results in an ideal relationship and an ideal life. And let’s be honest, nobody wants to give up on an ideal, no matter how tough it gets.
Psychoanalytic theory, on the other hand, has long proposed that once we have made our choice of lover based on the ideal we are working towards, then something else happens. From that point on we almost unconsciously seek to become the thing that will guarantee us the maximum emotional return from the person we have chosen as our love object. This is why we often see women putting up with unacceptable behaviour from their partners, or agreeing to what would normally be considered unacceptable demands within the relationship or accepting assurances for poor conduct that are often facile and insubstantial, or engaging in behaviours that they are simply not comfortable with. And remember this is happening at a time in history when Western women are essentially at their strongest.
There is a profoundly strong drive within us, not simply to please the other person, but to subtly transform ourselves into what it is we believe will ensure they continue longing for us. The theories of teacher and analyst Dr Jacques Lacan call this process the dialectics of desire. Having a name for it doesn’t mean to say that people don’t get hurt or that the powerful attraction of an ideal is an easy one to deal with. No, the challenges that are intrinsic to human relationships always remain. But when viewed from this perspective, it allows us question why a woman who might be a loving partner and whose sole intent is to engender love, trust, security, fidelity and companionship in her relationship can still be deemed inadequate or insufficient in such a fundamental way.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Talking About Childhood Stuff
By Kevin Murphy M.Sc.,
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.
A potential client rang me quite some time ago. They had been given my name by their doctor and wanted to ask about the kind of therapy I practised. I told them it was psychoanalytic psychotherapy and, recognising the word ‘psychoanalytic’ they said it wasn’t what they were looking for. They said they had ‘done all their childhood stuff’ with another therapist some time ago and didn’t want to go over it all again. They said that was all ‘dealt with’. The problem they were seeking to deal with now was a relationship issue. They thanked me for my time and hung up.
I found myself thinking again about this fragment of a conversation recently. I’m not sure, if circumstances had been any different, would I have been able persuade this person otherwise. They seemed to have their mind made up. Certainly psychoanalysis is known as the more longer term form of therapy but some 25% of my clients average 6 sessions, so what does that tell us? Most of those have relationship issues and most are happy to have someone to talk to about the problem so they can clarify things and move on. They may well lie on the couch like all my other clients but that doesn’t make it an analysis.
On the other hand the majority of my clients opt to stay in therapy for much longer and yes you could say that what they are doing is an analysis. That is not to say I am analysing their every word and intonation. It is more that they, with my help, are using the time to analyse themselves.
Let’s go back a moment to the caller I mentioned above. That person said they had done all their childhood stuff, the implication being that they didn’t want to talk about any of that again. But in the first instance, psychoanalysis does not require anyone to talk about anything in particular. If the person who had done all their childhood stuff had decided to come for therapy, then it would have run along the lines that she chose to speak on, not ones that I might have chosen. As the famous French psychoanalyst and teacher Dr Jacques Lacan once said, analysts are there to direct the treatment, not the client.
And leaving aside the question that arises for all of us around how well or otherwise we might have dealt with childhood stuff, there is another reality to consider. The childhood influences and experiences that formed us into the adults we become might well, as a result of analysis, be better understood and stop exerting repetitive control over us. But that doesn’t mean to say that any hurt that might have been caused ever fully goes away. We are human, not machines. We don’t actually come with delete buttons. Any bad things that happened always remain with us. It’s their effect on us that gets changed.
So while one can deal with childhood stuff, there is another aspect to this process that is necessary but which often doesn’t get much publicity. There has to be acceptance also. In the more populist and recent forms of psychotherapy you’ll find this word bandied about a great deal. In contemporary thinking generally ‘acceptance’ is the stage to which people are expected to get once they have ‘dealt with’ their stuff.
Psychoanalysis does not see the business of acceptance in such formal terms. Nor does it put the onus on clients to reach acceptance as proof of their well being. Such an expectation has the potential to undo any good work already done and all because a client has difficulty at the acceptance stage. In this context, not being able to accept is pathologised as another sign of illness and so the cycle begins again. The person begins to think, and is sometimes influenced into thinking, that there must be something really wrong with them if they cannot ‘accept’.
Psychoanalysis sees the condition of acceptance in a more naturalistic way. Acceptance happens if and only if the person has truly ‘dealt with’ their stuff. It doesn’t happen when they are still struggling with whatever it is they have learned about or are coming to learn about themselves. And this is often where not enough time is allowed in many contemporary therapies. Acceptance is not an immediate reaction that clicks into place. It takes as long as it takes and every individual has a different time line on it. And in the same way that it is often not a complete process, it’s not an easy one either. It may involve accepting that the business of human relationships will always contain an element of difficulty as a result of that same childhood stuff.
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.
A potential client rang me quite some time ago. They had been given my name by their doctor and wanted to ask about the kind of therapy I practised. I told them it was psychoanalytic psychotherapy and, recognising the word ‘psychoanalytic’ they said it wasn’t what they were looking for. They said they had ‘done all their childhood stuff’ with another therapist some time ago and didn’t want to go over it all again. They said that was all ‘dealt with’. The problem they were seeking to deal with now was a relationship issue. They thanked me for my time and hung up.
I found myself thinking again about this fragment of a conversation recently. I’m not sure, if circumstances had been any different, would I have been able persuade this person otherwise. They seemed to have their mind made up. Certainly psychoanalysis is known as the more longer term form of therapy but some 25% of my clients average 6 sessions, so what does that tell us? Most of those have relationship issues and most are happy to have someone to talk to about the problem so they can clarify things and move on. They may well lie on the couch like all my other clients but that doesn’t make it an analysis.
On the other hand the majority of my clients opt to stay in therapy for much longer and yes you could say that what they are doing is an analysis. That is not to say I am analysing their every word and intonation. It is more that they, with my help, are using the time to analyse themselves.
Let’s go back a moment to the caller I mentioned above. That person said they had done all their childhood stuff, the implication being that they didn’t want to talk about any of that again. But in the first instance, psychoanalysis does not require anyone to talk about anything in particular. If the person who had done all their childhood stuff had decided to come for therapy, then it would have run along the lines that she chose to speak on, not ones that I might have chosen. As the famous French psychoanalyst and teacher Dr Jacques Lacan once said, analysts are there to direct the treatment, not the client.
And leaving aside the question that arises for all of us around how well or otherwise we might have dealt with childhood stuff, there is another reality to consider. The childhood influences and experiences that formed us into the adults we become might well, as a result of analysis, be better understood and stop exerting repetitive control over us. But that doesn’t mean to say that any hurt that might have been caused ever fully goes away. We are human, not machines. We don’t actually come with delete buttons. Any bad things that happened always remain with us. It’s their effect on us that gets changed.
So while one can deal with childhood stuff, there is another aspect to this process that is necessary but which often doesn’t get much publicity. There has to be acceptance also. In the more populist and recent forms of psychotherapy you’ll find this word bandied about a great deal. In contemporary thinking generally ‘acceptance’ is the stage to which people are expected to get once they have ‘dealt with’ their stuff.
Psychoanalysis does not see the business of acceptance in such formal terms. Nor does it put the onus on clients to reach acceptance as proof of their well being. Such an expectation has the potential to undo any good work already done and all because a client has difficulty at the acceptance stage. In this context, not being able to accept is pathologised as another sign of illness and so the cycle begins again. The person begins to think, and is sometimes influenced into thinking, that there must be something really wrong with them if they cannot ‘accept’.
Psychoanalysis sees the condition of acceptance in a more naturalistic way. Acceptance happens if and only if the person has truly ‘dealt with’ their stuff. It doesn’t happen when they are still struggling with whatever it is they have learned about or are coming to learn about themselves. And this is often where not enough time is allowed in many contemporary therapies. Acceptance is not an immediate reaction that clicks into place. It takes as long as it takes and every individual has a different time line on it. And in the same way that it is often not a complete process, it’s not an easy one either. It may involve accepting that the business of human relationships will always contain an element of difficulty as a result of that same childhood stuff.
Monday, February 15, 2010
What We Say and Don't Say
By Kevin Murphy M.Sc.,
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.
I was listening to someone give a talk recently about how he found the business of making friends almost impossible. This person said he had few friends and believed that he had an inability to make new friends. He further believed this inability stemmed from a number of things: he was not well practised in speaking socially, he believed he was not ‘hip’ enough and he had a family history of poor social relations. As a result he considered his life to be lonely and friendless.
When one hears someone say this about themselves you can safely assume it is an unpleasant place for them to be. This person knew well the experience of being in groups, or in the workplace or out socially, and how the human landscape seemed filled with people who had good friends. Everyone seemed happier than he, everyone had stronger bonds in their relationships, everyone had at least one good and trusted friend.
The goal this person had in life, and one which he was getting no closer to achieving, was to have good friends around him, people who would call in and say hello, people who would phone and ask how he was, people he could ask for advice or share details about his life, people who cared and who believed he mattered. It was an ongoing, identifiable goal.
But the puzzle, according to this person, was how to make friends. Did you impress them so that they liked you? Did you make up stories to make your ordinary life seem less ordinary? Or did you get lucky and just happen to find people who would find you interesting no matter what? Did age have a part to play? Were the best friends really the ones we made as children? Was there an age we reached when it was impossible to make friends? And was there even such a thing as real friendship?
This person had not made friends when he was a child. He saw this as further proof that he was destined to live out his life friendless and alone. His home life had been quiet and uneventful. It was a house to which people did not ‘drop in’. He learned to be self-sufficient.
And so, you could say, the one thing he didn’t have was the thing he wanted most. In that regard, he was no different to most of us. When something is out of reach, it generally is what we want.
If this person was to seek therapy what would be on offer? Well, there are many different therapeutic approaches that can be chosen. There are the short term therapies that might encourage the person to immerse themselves in as many social situations as possible, take notes, compares moods and reactions. The goal here would be to habituate the person to the glare of social scrutiny and the requirements of interacting with others. A style would be decided upon, one that would dictate the pace at which any new relationships would be developed. The person would have to ensure that they did not come across as needy, otherwise it would have negative effects. They would have to practise their listening skills, learning as much about the other person as possible. They would have to practise their communication skills, bone up on areas of interest so they would have conversational resources to deploy.
Then there would be the more integrative, or humanistic, approach which would see the therapy as a way of making the person feel whole and wanted and strong, so that eventually they could face the outside world with a greater degree of confidence and self-belief. It would involve slightly longer work, designed to improve self confidence, self esteem and help them understand that making friends can be difficult for others also. It would seek to place them in contextual parity with the type of people they were trying to have as friends. The work of the therapist would be to actively bring these effects about.
And then there would be the psychoanalytic approach, which is the therapy I practice. Psychoanalysis doesn’t go into the areas that I outlined above. It is based on the idea that other things are at work when a person presents in the consulting room with difficulties such as this. The hidden drivers of our actions and ideas determine what we do and who we are.
So without knowing any further details, the first thing you can say from a psychoanalytic point of view is that this person is repeating a behaviour over and over again. The repetition tells us one thing: whatever set of ideas is at work, that they are unable to make friends, unworthy to have friends or that they will always be lonely, it is both persistent and continuous. This is who this person believes themselves to be and something in their thinking is set up to repeat the message over and over again.
Secondly, because this person’ s sense of who he is has been operating ineffectively for a long time, we are into the realm of identity. When we speak of identity we are talking about a person’s sense of who they are for themselves and for others, and there is a difference between the two. Since psychoanalysis believes that identity is a composite structure, that is, we gain our identity by incorporating little pieces of all the significant people we experience directly or indirectly, the next question would be, Who are these significant people? This can take us not just laterally across a person’s life but also vertically back into their past and even to the generation before.
So far we have been working on the basis that the person is dedicated to fulfilling the ambition of having friends, that they have a clear goal. But what if they don’t? I ask this because in the course of this person’s talk he let slip an interesting notion. Thinking about what his life would be like if his ambition was achieved - if he had numerous friends who called on him, included him, supported him - he said it would be ‘complicated’.
Now we have a glimpse of the opposite drive at work. Psychoanalysis believes that we are often at the mercy of competing and opposite drives. Here was someone who had been adamant about what they wanted and yet they could see that achieving this goal might also be problematic. Now we are not just dealing with someone who has a problem making friends. Now we have had a glimpse of another side of the issue. The person has suggested they have a problem, not in making friends, but in managing relationships, in feeling comfortable enough in themselves to enter into relationships with others in a relaxed and trusting way. It suggests a more deeply conditioned view of relations with others as problematic and possibly a cause for avoidance. Ultimately, it represents a reason not to want to achieve what he originally said he wanted to achieve.
In short, and it is not only in situations such as this that you come across such things, we often find people wanting something and not wanting it at the same time. Psychoanalysis has been to the fore in recognising this aspect of human experience for a long time. We can say that we desperately want something fixed and yet we can hold on to the 'status quo' with both hands. Some aspect of our lives or our thinking or our behaviour can deeply upset us and yet we can be most reluctant to allow it to be changed.
That’s why psychoanalysis does not set out to ‘cure’ but to listen. What we actually say we want is only one half of the equation, if you like. Yes, psychoanalysis listens to what is being said, what is demanding to be changed. But it also listens to what is not being said, and what is demanding not to be changed. Because somewhere between the two is the true desire, the true wish that is trying to find expression.
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.
I was listening to someone give a talk recently about how he found the business of making friends almost impossible. This person said he had few friends and believed that he had an inability to make new friends. He further believed this inability stemmed from a number of things: he was not well practised in speaking socially, he believed he was not ‘hip’ enough and he had a family history of poor social relations. As a result he considered his life to be lonely and friendless.
When one hears someone say this about themselves you can safely assume it is an unpleasant place for them to be. This person knew well the experience of being in groups, or in the workplace or out socially, and how the human landscape seemed filled with people who had good friends. Everyone seemed happier than he, everyone had stronger bonds in their relationships, everyone had at least one good and trusted friend.
The goal this person had in life, and one which he was getting no closer to achieving, was to have good friends around him, people who would call in and say hello, people who would phone and ask how he was, people he could ask for advice or share details about his life, people who cared and who believed he mattered. It was an ongoing, identifiable goal.
But the puzzle, according to this person, was how to make friends. Did you impress them so that they liked you? Did you make up stories to make your ordinary life seem less ordinary? Or did you get lucky and just happen to find people who would find you interesting no matter what? Did age have a part to play? Were the best friends really the ones we made as children? Was there an age we reached when it was impossible to make friends? And was there even such a thing as real friendship?
This person had not made friends when he was a child. He saw this as further proof that he was destined to live out his life friendless and alone. His home life had been quiet and uneventful. It was a house to which people did not ‘drop in’. He learned to be self-sufficient.
And so, you could say, the one thing he didn’t have was the thing he wanted most. In that regard, he was no different to most of us. When something is out of reach, it generally is what we want.
If this person was to seek therapy what would be on offer? Well, there are many different therapeutic approaches that can be chosen. There are the short term therapies that might encourage the person to immerse themselves in as many social situations as possible, take notes, compares moods and reactions. The goal here would be to habituate the person to the glare of social scrutiny and the requirements of interacting with others. A style would be decided upon, one that would dictate the pace at which any new relationships would be developed. The person would have to ensure that they did not come across as needy, otherwise it would have negative effects. They would have to practise their listening skills, learning as much about the other person as possible. They would have to practise their communication skills, bone up on areas of interest so they would have conversational resources to deploy.
Then there would be the more integrative, or humanistic, approach which would see the therapy as a way of making the person feel whole and wanted and strong, so that eventually they could face the outside world with a greater degree of confidence and self-belief. It would involve slightly longer work, designed to improve self confidence, self esteem and help them understand that making friends can be difficult for others also. It would seek to place them in contextual parity with the type of people they were trying to have as friends. The work of the therapist would be to actively bring these effects about.
And then there would be the psychoanalytic approach, which is the therapy I practice. Psychoanalysis doesn’t go into the areas that I outlined above. It is based on the idea that other things are at work when a person presents in the consulting room with difficulties such as this. The hidden drivers of our actions and ideas determine what we do and who we are.
So without knowing any further details, the first thing you can say from a psychoanalytic point of view is that this person is repeating a behaviour over and over again. The repetition tells us one thing: whatever set of ideas is at work, that they are unable to make friends, unworthy to have friends or that they will always be lonely, it is both persistent and continuous. This is who this person believes themselves to be and something in their thinking is set up to repeat the message over and over again.
Secondly, because this person’ s sense of who he is has been operating ineffectively for a long time, we are into the realm of identity. When we speak of identity we are talking about a person’s sense of who they are for themselves and for others, and there is a difference between the two. Since psychoanalysis believes that identity is a composite structure, that is, we gain our identity by incorporating little pieces of all the significant people we experience directly or indirectly, the next question would be, Who are these significant people? This can take us not just laterally across a person’s life but also vertically back into their past and even to the generation before.
So far we have been working on the basis that the person is dedicated to fulfilling the ambition of having friends, that they have a clear goal. But what if they don’t? I ask this because in the course of this person’s talk he let slip an interesting notion. Thinking about what his life would be like if his ambition was achieved - if he had numerous friends who called on him, included him, supported him - he said it would be ‘complicated’.
Now we have a glimpse of the opposite drive at work. Psychoanalysis believes that we are often at the mercy of competing and opposite drives. Here was someone who had been adamant about what they wanted and yet they could see that achieving this goal might also be problematic. Now we are not just dealing with someone who has a problem making friends. Now we have had a glimpse of another side of the issue. The person has suggested they have a problem, not in making friends, but in managing relationships, in feeling comfortable enough in themselves to enter into relationships with others in a relaxed and trusting way. It suggests a more deeply conditioned view of relations with others as problematic and possibly a cause for avoidance. Ultimately, it represents a reason not to want to achieve what he originally said he wanted to achieve.
In short, and it is not only in situations such as this that you come across such things, we often find people wanting something and not wanting it at the same time. Psychoanalysis has been to the fore in recognising this aspect of human experience for a long time. We can say that we desperately want something fixed and yet we can hold on to the 'status quo' with both hands. Some aspect of our lives or our thinking or our behaviour can deeply upset us and yet we can be most reluctant to allow it to be changed.
That’s why psychoanalysis does not set out to ‘cure’ but to listen. What we actually say we want is only one half of the equation, if you like. Yes, psychoanalysis listens to what is being said, what is demanding to be changed. But it also listens to what is not being said, and what is demanding not to be changed. Because somewhere between the two is the true desire, the true wish that is trying to find expression.
Monday, February 8, 2010
How We Become Who We Are - 3
By Kevin Murphy M.Sc.,
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.
Now we move, following on from last week, to the adult stage. We have considered how infantile sexuality, embedded in our early childhood interactions with those around us, is the thing that shunts us toward an understanding of our own genderized position. This is not a small thing. In doing so it lays down deeply held convictions about ourselves, the world around us and how we interact with the same.
We also considered how after a quiet period up to about 12 or so, the sexual life within us re-emerges with great force. Now the early patterns are put to more direct use in terms of our sexuality. Now as we enter our teens we begin seeing ourselves not just as genderised beings, that is either boy or girl, but as more fully sexual beings. By this I mean, we now become people for whom the achievement of pleasure through the enactment of our sexuality becomes possible. We begin interacting with others, generally our peers, in a way that has an undeniable sexual content. It naturally starts innocently enough, with kisses and hugs or holding hands. By our late teens or early twenties most people will have begun to express their sexuality in a physical sense with one other or many other partners.
So the business of being adult, sexually active beings has begun. We have entered this phase, in terms of who we are, in the only way we know how. Whatever misconceptions, doubts, prohibitions, anger, depressive ideas, exalted ideals, or self criticisms we have picked up along the way, are now with us for the journey. And the journey essentially comprises being driven to find someone, same sex or different sex, who will do for us what the person we once had to separate from in our early childhood also did for us.
We are not talking about marrying our mothers or our fathers. We are talking about something far more fundamental than that. We are talking about finding someone to love us unconditionally. Someone for whom we can become the thing that will trigger their desire. This is pretty much exactly the position we all once found ourselves in from infancy onwards.
Back then we were more or less guaranteed of having our needs and demands met if we could trigger the desire of our primary carers to do it for us. Now we are adults and we are seeking the same thing in those around us, principally among those with whom we can identify the possibility of sexual satisfaction. The challenge as adults is to wield this influence. Some of us find it easy. Some find it impossible. Others are baffled by its requirements. That’s because from early childhood we gained an inkling of how good or not so good we were at this particular game or masquerade. From incredibly early on we already understand how capable or not we were at being the thing that could mobilise the desire of others.
We elevate those who we believe are good at this. We imagine it is because these people are thinner, better looking, more intelligent, and so on. It is always an ‘it’ that they have which gives them the edge in human relations. We even say it of them: he has it, she has it, without ever being able to fully define what this ‘it’ is. Sometimes we call it sex appeal, again in an attempt at recognising that something around sexuality and a certainty or absoluteness of their gender position is combined with an ability to offer the promise of satisfying our needs.
For an earlier generation Marilyn Monroe was an image or icon that had ‘it’. She was, in her public persona, the cause of all desire and the satisfier of all needs. But when we start to consider iconic figures such as this it leads us to the notion of ‘seeming’ or appearing to have it and the concept of masking the truth. It also leads us to the misapprehension that it is only about sex or sex appeal.
It may manifest itself as the drive for sexual satisfaction. But Lacanian psychoanalytic theory (so named after Dr Jacques Lacan who created it) has long been pointing to the fact that the human drive is ongoing and unstoppable and is not just about sex. It begins from birth and continues until death. It is the thing that has us constantly searching, changing, trying new things, seeking new mountains to climb or believing that we can be fully satisfied with the next lover or the bigger house or the faster car.
As such, there is an un-satisfiability intrinsic in it. There is no answer to the drive within us such that it will be quenched forever. We put names on it in order to help us achieve temporary respite from it and from early on one of the dominant names we put on it is sex. Yet a paradox of our time is that with sex more freely available, complete human happiness is not any closer. This is not because sex is disappointing, certainly for most it is not, but because the drive within us, of which the sex drive is just one component, also wants to be rid of fear, anxiety, inadequacy, uncertainty, pain, discomfort, and so on. We ask a lot of sex and, correlatively, we over-estimate its curative powers.
From early childhood we learned that something in the area of human sexuality, both in terms of gender difference and in the ability to trigger desire in others, held the answer to our questions. And it is this enigma which gives sex and sexuality such allure. Our consumer society ensures that many products are sold to us on the basis of this allure. A generation of young women, from teens upwards, believe that embodying this allure is the thing that makes them women.
For those who have successfully navigated the various challenges that face us all on the road to adopting our sexuality and identity, adult life is challenging but not overwhelming and is broadly embraced in a variety of ways. For those who have not navigated successfully, each new challenge comes with the threat of inhibition, impossibility and doubt and is viewed from a fixed and limiting perspective.
Psychoanalytic Psychotherapist,
Dublin, Ireland.
Now we move, following on from last week, to the adult stage. We have considered how infantile sexuality, embedded in our early childhood interactions with those around us, is the thing that shunts us toward an understanding of our own genderized position. This is not a small thing. In doing so it lays down deeply held convictions about ourselves, the world around us and how we interact with the same.
We also considered how after a quiet period up to about 12 or so, the sexual life within us re-emerges with great force. Now the early patterns are put to more direct use in terms of our sexuality. Now as we enter our teens we begin seeing ourselves not just as genderised beings, that is either boy or girl, but as more fully sexual beings. By this I mean, we now become people for whom the achievement of pleasure through the enactment of our sexuality becomes possible. We begin interacting with others, generally our peers, in a way that has an undeniable sexual content. It naturally starts innocently enough, with kisses and hugs or holding hands. By our late teens or early twenties most people will have begun to express their sexuality in a physical sense with one other or many other partners.
So the business of being adult, sexually active beings has begun. We have entered this phase, in terms of who we are, in the only way we know how. Whatever misconceptions, doubts, prohibitions, anger, depressive ideas, exalted ideals, or self criticisms we have picked up along the way, are now with us for the journey. And the journey essentially comprises being driven to find someone, same sex or different sex, who will do for us what the person we once had to separate from in our early childhood also did for us.
We are not talking about marrying our mothers or our fathers. We are talking about something far more fundamental than that. We are talking about finding someone to love us unconditionally. Someone for whom we can become the thing that will trigger their desire. This is pretty much exactly the position we all once found ourselves in from infancy onwards.
Back then we were more or less guaranteed of having our needs and demands met if we could trigger the desire of our primary carers to do it for us. Now we are adults and we are seeking the same thing in those around us, principally among those with whom we can identify the possibility of sexual satisfaction. The challenge as adults is to wield this influence. Some of us find it easy. Some find it impossible. Others are baffled by its requirements. That’s because from early childhood we gained an inkling of how good or not so good we were at this particular game or masquerade. From incredibly early on we already understand how capable or not we were at being the thing that could mobilise the desire of others.
We elevate those who we believe are good at this. We imagine it is because these people are thinner, better looking, more intelligent, and so on. It is always an ‘it’ that they have which gives them the edge in human relations. We even say it of them: he has it, she has it, without ever being able to fully define what this ‘it’ is. Sometimes we call it sex appeal, again in an attempt at recognising that something around sexuality and a certainty or absoluteness of their gender position is combined with an ability to offer the promise of satisfying our needs.
For an earlier generation Marilyn Monroe was an image or icon that had ‘it’. She was, in her public persona, the cause of all desire and the satisfier of all needs. But when we start to consider iconic figures such as this it leads us to the notion of ‘seeming’ or appearing to have it and the concept of masking the truth. It also leads us to the misapprehension that it is only about sex or sex appeal.
It may manifest itself as the drive for sexual satisfaction. But Lacanian psychoanalytic theory (so named after Dr Jacques Lacan who created it) has long been pointing to the fact that the human drive is ongoing and unstoppable and is not just about sex. It begins from birth and continues until death. It is the thing that has us constantly searching, changing, trying new things, seeking new mountains to climb or believing that we can be fully satisfied with the next lover or the bigger house or the faster car.
As such, there is an un-satisfiability intrinsic in it. There is no answer to the drive within us such that it will be quenched forever. We put names on it in order to help us achieve temporary respite from it and from early on one of the dominant names we put on it is sex. Yet a paradox of our time is that with sex more freely available, complete human happiness is not any closer. This is not because sex is disappointing, certainly for most it is not, but because the drive within us, of which the sex drive is just one component, also wants to be rid of fear, anxiety, inadequacy, uncertainty, pain, discomfort, and so on. We ask a lot of sex and, correlatively, we over-estimate its curative powers.
From early childhood we learned that something in the area of human sexuality, both in terms of gender difference and in the ability to trigger desire in others, held the answer to our questions. And it is this enigma which gives sex and sexuality such allure. Our consumer society ensures that many products are sold to us on the basis of this allure. A generation of young women, from teens upwards, believe that embodying this allure is the thing that makes them women.
For those who have successfully navigated the various challenges that face us all on the road to adopting our sexuality and identity, adult life is challenging but not overwhelming and is broadly embraced in a variety of ways. For those who have not navigated successfully, each new challenge comes with the threat of inhibition, impossibility and doubt and is viewed from a fixed and limiting perspective.
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